SilentOctober
21st September 2005, 10:11 PM
Lost and Falling
Teary eyed I turn away from betrayal, a broken brotherhood clawing at me like walking barefoot over broken beer bottles and malice, but as vengance rises in my throat like a chalky bile I look up into a sea of scarred purity and feel the warmth of a lovign smile washing over me.
A little dopesick, a little insecure, I'm watching from the shadows, listening with an attentive ear while tragedy turns a page, leaving me to fall in love. I want to be jaded, but I can't help but delve deeper into a caring intellect. I can't help but be dragged further into a gentle lake of misdirection and curiosity on a current of lovsick daydreaming and convorsation.
I drink the intensity of her essence into open wounds, infect myself with her intelligence and integrity, but I knwo that we're both still bleeding and her caring contemplation drives me like an addict.
I strive for more, to be better than this, to ascend, evolve, become, I struggle to keep my vengence in check,
Her wounded eyes cooling my destructive flame. I let my wounds scar and carefully consider what must come next...
I'm in love, and now I'm drifting toward the waterfall...
Should've learned to swim before I came to burn, cause its a long way down and I've already fallen.
Teary eyed I turn away from betrayal, a broken brotherhood clawing at me like walking barefoot over broken beer bottles and malice, but as vengance rises in my throat like a chalky bile I look up into a sea of scarred purity and feel the warmth of a lovign smile washing over me.
A little dopesick, a little insecure, I'm watching from the shadows, listening with an attentive ear while tragedy turns a page, leaving me to fall in love. I want to be jaded, but I can't help but delve deeper into a caring intellect. I can't help but be dragged further into a gentle lake of misdirection and curiosity on a current of lovsick daydreaming and convorsation.
I drink the intensity of her essence into open wounds, infect myself with her intelligence and integrity, but I knwo that we're both still bleeding and her caring contemplation drives me like an addict.
I strive for more, to be better than this, to ascend, evolve, become, I struggle to keep my vengence in check,
Her wounded eyes cooling my destructive flame. I let my wounds scar and carefully consider what must come next...
I'm in love, and now I'm drifting toward the waterfall...
Should've learned to swim before I came to burn, cause its a long way down and I've already fallen.